hari yang panjang

hari ni sangat meletihkan saya.. bayangkan, isu dari finance yang semalam masih belum dapat diselesaikan.. owh, ia amat membuatkan saya terasa untuk berhenti.. waduh waduh.. anyway, nasib agak baik sebab otai lama dah kembali bekerja.. :) so, dia ada untuk membantu.. kul 9 saya dah bertolak ke tanjung malim.. letih.. sampai sana kul 10.30, pekena nasi lemak dulu (diet hari ni out), lepas tu meeting room takde, tunggu laa lagi.. :( kul 11.30 baru meeting mula.. banyak betul masalah teknikal.. hahaha.. meeting habis kul 3.00 ptg.. lama kan?? macam2 derang argue..

saya ada masalah kalau orang kata dah ada system, kenapa kena key in manual?? ayoyo, itu kena laa tanya budget kompeni.. karang kalo nak key in data pun auto, alamat takde keje laa sumer orang.. baru tau..

emm, sayang semakin hari semakin best laa.. :) harap2 senyuman ni dapat bertahan lama.. hari ni kami cuba untuk mereka cipta webpage sendiri.. hohoh.. dah lama laa belajar, dah lupa dah :) harap usaha akan lebih berhasil.. :)

p/s: saya tak sabar nak kawin cepat laa.. idea ada tak untuk kumpul duit lagi berganda cepat??

..piccies by amrufm..

what do you think of my latest piccie??


This piccie was taken by amrufm at nadia's studio on last Sunday 26th February 2007.. The whole bunch of us are there, including long lost Ija.. lama gile tak jumpe dia..

Well, amru masih lagi mempromosikan pakej amik gambar studio ni.. charges aku kena check balik laa.. tapi serious beb, seronok tak ingat bergambar sesuka hati dalam studio tu.. agak confined but series best.. bayangkan masa ni ada baper orang ni..
Photographer: Amru
Models (konon):
Suhaimi
Aishah
Kham
Affam
Ayu
Amru
Ija

owh, gambar amru tu kami bergilir2 amik.. hahaha.. kesian emily si kamera yang besar itu :)
so sesapa nak bergambar lagi???

Welcome Back Rozalinda!!

Welcome back to blogging world bebeh!!!!

IT's good to have ya back here :)

Saturday

Hari ini ayah aku telah menetapkan semua orang untuk mengemas rumah..
Err, lebih kepada mengemas kertas2 koleksi mak aku kot?? ehehhee...
Kami berjaya mengumpulkan 8 beg plastik sampah besar heavy duty tu.. semua kertas :(
Nak jual laa ni.. hohoho

Sayang call petang kul 6, tanye esok malam free tak.. nak dinner katanye :)

Can't wait for tomoro nite:)

Happy CNY

Happy Chinese New Year to those who celebrate it :)

Xinnian Kuaile, Hong bao lai ni...

ekekeeke..

blank mind

i am having a blank mind right now.. i think.. i've been staring at my PC for quite sometime, but nothing came up.. no IDEAS.. bad huh..

lots of works to be done.. but, no ideas where to start.. heard some good and bad news.. already told him bout it, but he acts as though he's not affected.. if it's true, then i won't have the chance to see him daily as usual.. i never had a long distance rtnshp.. salute to you guys who have.. :)

tomorrow is the Vday.. some mufti says it's haram to celebrate it.. well, we don't celebrate it.. but usually on that day, kami kuar makan dinner and movie.. and we change the wish from happy vday to happy kekasih day.. so that we are sure that we don't kinda "celebrate" it as a tribute to Val*ntine.. lain kan if kite mean to go out as kekasih?? tapi no gifts or wut-so-ever laa.. i never consider going out as celebrating.. it's just we alwiz took that chance to go out je.. hehehehe.. but this year, i'm not sure of anything.. gonna asked him laa..

btw, petang tadi i had another surprise.. hmmm.. as usual laa, b4 balik mesti jumpe kan.. i tot nak ajak dia dinner.. tapi dia kata balik laa dulu.. dengan sadisnyer, aku pun balik laa.. dalam hati cam, mesti dia tanak jumpe.. tetiba dia call tanya dah sampai belom?? aiks, pelik sungguh bila dia tanya tu,.. hehehe.. elok aku sampai umah, i saw his car.. he's at my house!!! yeay.. Memang bahagia sangat rasa bile dia muncul secara mengejut.. sunday pun camtu.. :) i love him... altho kitorang tak dinner, and lepak dalam umah je.. but i appreciate and will treasure any moments i have with him now.. cos i don't know wut lies in d future kan?? :)

owh dah tanya dah, dia kata tak kuar pun :(
takpe laa, dia tired kot...

sunday :)

hmmm, i was supposed to go out and meet ayu.. but we cancelled at last minute due to some circumstances.. :( won't state any reasons here.. partly of being anak mithali, and also gf mithali?? yeah, i am too mithali already as a gf wut?? heeheh

gotta picked up the maid from her cousin's place.. then beli goreng pisang ayah.. then, guess what?? i had a surprise visitor.. :) sayang came by for a couple of hours.. kata dia saja je dropped by.. rindu ekk?

demn saturday,,

saturday...

i went to work about 11 am.. nothing much, ada mende nak settle kan.. i think my PC got virus ahr.. demn... waited until 2 pm for sayang to call since he's working too.. but then, he called saying he has an appoinment at 3 in kl.. sigh.. why can't he tell me earlier.. mesti aku dah order delivery ke hape.. lapar sebab ingat nak makan skali :( i called him about 3.30pm to tell him that i'm gonna head home.. tapi dia tgh meeting.. so, kul 4.30 dia call laa.. cakap2 kejap then we do our own stuff laa.

i know it's a stupid arrangement with stupid reasons and a stupid fella just don't know to back-off, while another stupid fella just don't know how to move on, and one more (not stupid i, but confused i guess) just can't decide. :( boohoo me..

owh well, received sms from a friend at 3.30 am.. hello, awak buat apa laa malam2 tak titon lagi?? ;P well, definitely tak reply laa cos i'm zzzzzz.. baru reply tadi, hutang lepaking rupenyer :D so, if ayu kata on je, kire jadi ye jang.. hohoho.. 2 bulan lambat, so someone gotta treat me and ayu a.k.a yerq.. la la la

will update more soon :) jiwa kacau or not.. hehehe

high maintenance???

i was email-chatting with my friends a while ago.. and we were chatting about high maintainance people.. those that only wants branded stuff and won't even look at pasar malam stuff kinda people laa.. suddenly a fren said that somehow she felt that i am somewhat a high maintainance kinda gurl.. and don't be like that?? owh.. this info is VERY SURPRISING for me..

since when i become a high maintainance gal?? musykil aku... i've been shopping at F*S and REJE*TS*OP for as long as i can remember.. until the boify was bored at me for not spending my moolah for myself by buying REAL stuff.. yeah i DO sometimes buy things - branded things for myself but boleh kire ngan jari.. and mostly during the SALE time.. like the zara wrap blouse that i bought at spore during their sale time.. hey, i got it for rm50.. it's cheap laa kan compared to zara m'sia yang ratusan itu.. itu berbaloi.. and i bought it after getting tonnes and tonnes of advice from another dear fren.. :) so does the hush puppies sandal.. cos my feet deserve a good shoes after almost a year i've been dragging it to the office :) other than that, wut did i spend brandedly??

the car?? well, i would have gotten myself a neo or gentoo if the home finance ministry allows me to.. the banker won't pay for the DP if i buy the cars stated..so thats how the deals for baby swift became a reality.. basically, i'm getting a car, banker chose which car.. and that's how i got to ask him to pay the differences.. :) good deal eyy..

best of all, i even don't mind when boify bought for me and himself identical rings at a flee market at the c*rve.. and it's a bday gift as well kan yayang?? so how did i become a high maintainace gal?? when i don't mind shopping at F*S or RJCTSHP, getting gifts from flee markets?? owh, if about purchasing an apmt, i am DEFINITELY a material gal.. cos i don't want to be spending a big sum of my moolah for a place i don't like kan?? better topup some more, then get a better one.. ye tak?

or is this about the guess sunglass that i bought?? well, i bought it during the retail theraphy session.. and for 50% less.. i only paid rm150 for a rm400 sunnies.. good deal wut?? and that levi's sunnies, dad offer to pay half of it as a gift for my 1st salary kan?

i know i've been spending unnecessarily lately.. but wut am i supposed to do? my dreams to save my money for wedding day turned out blurry.. unless everything is on track again laa kan.. right now, i just DON'T WANT to be thinking of saving for that reason alone.. dari aku saving tapi tak tahu hujung pangkal, baik aku takyah save dulu kan? bad thinking.. i know.. :( but, i don't want to feel the pain or hurt or wutever if i keep on saving but it turns out badly later.. baik aku pk pasal nak save yang ni semula bila menda dah clear dan pasti..

i know.. i know.. i know i'm alienated now.. many frens don't know who i am anymore.. i'm turning into an ice cold princess without my knowledge?? mebbi.. hahaha.. i know i'm not.. YET.. well, partly my fault.. or is it wholly my fault?? i'm in that stage of holding tight to my pile of strength which is -him- while i still can.. and i'm scared that i might lose my pile of strength one day.. and i am not ready for that.. i want to have him with me FOREVER.. but, the choice ain't mine kan? it's up to him to decide, and up to my fate kan?

so, wut is there for me? life ain't fair kan? and as for now.. retail theraphy really helps me.. although i know it will hurt me more in the long run.. but it's the best for now.. sorry guys if i'm turning to be a materialistic or high maintainance gal.. but it won't be long.. when my life is on track again.. i know wut makes me happy.. and i think you guys know it too :)

kesangapan

huahahahaha.. hari ni kesangapan aku terserlah :D

keje byk sampai tatau mana nak buat dulu.. tapi letih sangat sampai sangap sangat sampai kepala takleh nak berfikir panjang dah.. LOL.. bantu laa aku wahai kengkawan!!!

apa nak jadi ngan aku nie?? huahahahahahhahaha...

C.u.r.r.e.n.t_L.i.f.e

Wow.. It's been a while since i last posted something here.. Owh, b4 i start to get "crazy" here, wordpress seems to have more feature innit? I've seen N4Y4 blog, she can set some as private where people need password to read em.. Sigh, when is blogger gonna have that option too?

Emm, i had 2 happy weekends.. :)
last saturday, mr boify had lunch with me.. we went to cozy house.. :) we spent our times from noon till almost 7pm.. Seriously, it is not enuff for me.. cos i want to be with him forever :) sigh.. Sunday was a whole different story.. i guess he went out.. call sume tak jwb.. sedar2 hp 012 dia da off.. geram!!!! but i was a bit wild also.. i sent him thousand.. i repeat.. THOUSANDS of msgs... hehehehe.. but then, he sent multimedia sms to me by midnite.. the piccie and the wordings, made me smile instantly.. teerus lupa yang geram sangat petang tadi.. hehehe.. apa nak jadi nie??
the saturday before that, we went out also.. he treated me at planet.. NICE.. then we went shopping.. i had FUN.. and being with him from noon till midnite.. i heart him soooo much :) but as usual, Sunday brings a whole different story.. hahahaha.. well, on sunday someone (known as *flatface*) is celebrating something. bluwekkkk... bosan.. she just doesn't know to stay away ek? seb baik mr boify ku yang dah bertahun bersama ni pandai amik hati GF dia ni..

Am i crazy? maybe.. Stupid?? nah....

I'm just in lurve :)

Work?? As usual.. Went to Tanjung Malim for a meeting.. B4 that, owh.. the reason i didn't blog for soo long is i was on training from 22nd Jan to 26th Jan 2007.. Lucky me huh? Training was at Amc*rp Mall.. Something bout SAP.. la la la..

Current: I'm getting flu agaknye.. My nose is turning RED!!!
HELP!!!

celebriti look alike

hmm, ni lagi celebrity looks alike aku.. dan ada terselit abe tercinta satu.. :)
mmg dalam every piccies aku letak, ada muka michelle williams nie.. sape dia tu?? nampak sangat laa dia antara kembar serupa mat saleh aku.. ho ho ho..

ni lagi ye:

ni sayang aku lak:

ape macam??

My Celebrity Look Alike

wee hoo... ini kah selebriti look alike aku?? aku nak try byk2 gambar laa... :)

ni satu lagi.. hmm, michelle williams ni mmg asik ada jer... tapi best sebab rihanna and beyonce ada laa weehoo..