Tuesday, August 23, 2016

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It's been super duper dusty now

I realized that most of my friends have moved on to instagram, twitter and those that you can post it immediately when needed, there's no need to log in, compose and post, hehehe.

I'm still doing this because i rants a lot in this blog. My excitement, my frustration. You see, i have a bad case of anger management control. But hey, i don't hit people. So this is the best way for me to let go whatever feeling i have at that moment.

But so far alhamdulillah. There's no story that I want to post. Bagus kan...

Apart from me doing my mini bakery made to order style, running around with 2 kids, negotiating properties, I am still happy with what I'm doing. Tiring, but happy.

There are some issues surrounding me that i do not want to deal right now. but i decided to just tolak tepi.

Tuesday, March 29, 2016

My 2016 didn't start off as i planned. Everything is going south, and i don't know why. Ok, i think deep down i always knew why. ANGER was part of it.

I just want to move out of the counrty, start life elsewhere, come back here once a year. Boleh?

I'm tired of thinking for them, worrying for them, when none of them actually cared how i feel. Never even bother to care about how i feel. Malas nak fikir, tapi tanggungjawab memaksa kita untuk ambil tahu dan berfikir. Lantak lah semua.

Well, abang is having measles now. So 1 week of MC for him. Adik, also cuti since dah direct contact, takkan nak hantar kan. Sekali fikir, sakit hati bila adik kerap sakit bila dah mula school. Maybe i shud only send him pagi, for playtime only, nap time etc, balik rumah la.. lets try that.




Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Home based project

Home based project? Sejak bila ni? Hahaha

Start bulan Ramadhan hari tu, aku dah mula slowly taking orders untuk raya. Memang permulaan yang kecil, but i found out that baking gives me some therapy. Stress-release gitu.

Asalnya cuma untuk kudapan sendiri, bila tetamu datang ada yang cakap buat la, nak beli. Masa tu masih segan lagi. Kemudian, sambutan hari guru 2015. Ashraf request, "Mama, abang nak bagi cookies kat cikgu". So we decided to bake butterscotch choc chip cookies untuk cikgu2 kelas ashraf, dan juga teachers di TASPRO untuk adam. Ok habis di situ, tapi kat rumah masih tiap2 minggu membakar.

Nak masuk bulan puasa, cikgu-cikgu kat taspro tanya, "akak amik order tak?" Me thinking, why not since i won't have any viewings during fasting month. So kita kembangkan sayap ke office pulak.

Alhamdulillah mendapat sambutan. Lepas lah buat belanja raya :)

So now, rasanya nak buat as a side project too. (Market hartanah pun sangat soft tahun ni).

Asalnya masa suka-suka, aku letak #AD_cookies.. Bila dah agak serius ni, aku letak hastag #AD_Bakers.
Dari minggu lepas terasa nak buat personalize sticker. Dan bangun tidur dua malam lepas, terasa sedap pulak kalau letak atas sticker tu ADlicious. What do you think? Catchy ke or common?

Anyway, setakat ni list kami tak banyak. Buat permulaan ni:

  • double choc chip cookies
  • butterscotch choc chip cookies
  • oatmeal chip cookies
  • fudgy brownies
  • creamcheese brownies
  • biskut dahlia susu
  • moist chocolate cake with chocolate ganache 
Semua freshly made to order. Tak ada simpan stok. Kalau nak order, WA me at 013-2069020 okay :)

Sunday, May 03, 2015

Menulis guna apps, cuti hari pekerja, 2015

Hahaha. Lambat betul la kan. Orang lain dah berzaman buat. Sebenarnya tau dah lama pasal blogger apps ni, tapi cuba elakkan sebab kononnya nak proper dah laptop sahaja. Waklu!

So happy labour day to all.

Famili belah mak aku ada buat famili day kat PD. Tapi aku sekeluarga x pergi, sebab mak aku patutnya ada operate katarak 30 April tapi cancel.

So nak jadikan cerita, siang 30 april tu famili belah encik suhaimi buat adhoc whatsapp discussion nak buat bbq kat janda baik. Memang awesome la bila last minute kan. Berkejar aku ke pasar beli ayam, sebab suami iols yang awesome tu nak buat burger bakar dgn ayam black pepper. Kena pula hari tu adam aku pergi cutikan dari taska. Hahaha.

Makanya, jumaat 1 may 2015 pukul 630am kami dah bergerak keluar dari SP, ke genting sempah. Phew, kalau lambat sikit, confirm kami antara yang stuck dalam traffic.

Suka tengok anak bujang iolls happy mandi sungai. Dia yang pertama terjun dan yang terakhir naik. Nak pulak ada abang kandar dgn kak sabrina nak melayan. Dan juga cikyan, tokteh dia.. eh, yang kenit pun sama tau. Dah masuk dalam air, dah gigil bibir tu, taknak naik. Memang x lepas la bapak dia sebab dia ingat bapak dia nak tido dalam air kot?

Haa, meh i jamu uolls dengan gambar2 aje ye.. happy holidays :-*

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Sepi

Sesungguhnya, aku terlupa dengan adanya tempat untuk aku meluahkan perasaan yang berbuku-buku sebalnya dalam hati..

Sama ada ia satu kebaikan, atau satu keburukan... aku tak pasti.

 Mungkin kerana sibuknya meluangkan masa dengan si kecil 24 jam sehari (yes, aku keluar tunjuk rumah pun aku angkut dia menemankan mak dia). Mungkin juga sebab aktiviti harian aku sedar-sedar dah mengambil banyak masa "me time". I respect all school bus driver.. aku hantar ambil suami dengan anak hari-hari pun PENAT!

Oh well, akan ku cuba mencari masa terluang untuk meluahkan apa yang aku fikir dan rasa. Sekurang-kurangnya ringan sikit kepala aku.

Tak suka? Then don't bother

Adios babe!