Al-Fatihah

Hari Isnin (27.11.2006) merupakan hari yang sedih bagi aku.
Suhaimi's father passed away (Innalillah) because of heart attack, if I'm not mistaken.. Walaupun ayah mie, tapi I've always respect and regard him as my own..
We didn't meet so frequent, but each meeting is full with advises, his younger days experiences, and so much more..
He could go on and on, and it was never bored to hear him talked.
Maybe because he's my sayang's dad.
Maybe because he had lots of things to share..
Maybe because I really looked up to him..

That very day, when I was having lunch with my sayang, we were kinda happy..
I even asked him about his father's health.. and we were supposed to meet up after work.
I was having the %^&*# training.
About 5pm, his mom called me, breaking the news.
I was shocked, cos I emailed mie earlier saying I wanted to visit him sometime when mie is free.
Ralat sangat rasanye.
And as my previous post stated (can't remember which one), dear bf mentioned that he did not want any "influenced" about our relationship.
Seems like he was receiving a lot of influences kot..
Maybe pressure of getting married? hmm..
Membuatkan aku rasa lagi ralat.. As though a lot of thinking were done, and I was contributing more thinkings?? Astaghafirullahalazim...

I went there soon after i heard the news, and took EL..
I just want to be there.. be with him..
I want him to know he's not alone..
I want him to know he has my shoulder to cry on..
Just wish he knows I'm always here for him..no matter what..

Again, sedekahkan Al-Fatihah kepada arwah, dan semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan mereka yang beriman..