I would like to open a new book, new chapter in my life, but I'm afraid of doing so...
This new life I really wish I could have, I want him to be in it..
I want him to be there for every episodes, whether big or small..
Somehow I'm afraid, if I'm not able to get what I really wish for...
Well, somehow the decision is up to him..
I pray really hard, asking for patience and strength..
To be able to go through with the current life-episode I'm in..
Hoping that a wonderful life, wonderful dreams,
Hoping that him, will be waiting and spreading his arms,
And smiling happily at me,
at the end of this journey....